Oh my so much has happened err well ok not really but enough. First Carl and I argued like mad crazy because I came clean bout Rory, then the next day things go completely frickin crazy in RoryLand. I won't explain it if you wanna know go read my DJ My Deadjournal. So to make the long story short "she" is suppose to be gone. So Monday he went to his cousins house and we fricken talked for 4 hours. I mean holy shite, I have never talked to someone consistantly for 4 hours. I mean the hole time we are typing and typing I was talking to no one else just him. Wow! it was hot. Yesterday was shit nothng happened. Nicky and I went to Wal*Mart to get christmas presents yay!. Then we got chinese...Rock!! hehe we ate then later on we watched White Christmas Awww. He never came on last night (he's a liar). OH well I love him anyways. I just want to talk to him to see whats going on and stuff...plus I want to call him tonight :)...Lord I love hearing his voice.********
Lyrics of the Day
Last Days of Summer-Silverstein
The bright light beams from her eyes like broken glass.
Or a broken heart, who would have guessed?
You’d leave me here.
Beneath my eyes I feel the tears, I hold back.
I won’t leave, leave this way again.
I won't leave this way.
As my legs, they start to shake, I feel nothing.
I wanted you (I wanted you), I needed you, but you weren’t there for me this time.
(There for me)
I won’t leave, leave this way again.
I won't leave this way.
You that I loved, that I needed. (You weren’t there.)
Not this time.
You.
What can I do?
I was supposed to love you.
What can I say?
I won’t leave.
What can I do?
I was supposed to love you.
I cannot feel.
You.
Last breath I feel, warm air intake.
The last summer’s day, last one I take. (For you)
I won’t leave, leave this way. (I won't leave)
Lost it all, all for you. (I won't leave)
When the shadows beam, misery remains.
I won’t leave this time.
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Whats Playing: "On Stars Our Dreams are Born" Kite Flying Society atm...Total it is KFS and Scarlet Tied (old stuff haha that you can't have)
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Survey Time:
Best TV show of 2003: ummm hmmm Queer as Folk was awesome this year
Best Movie of 2003: Finding Nemo
Best Actor of 2003: umm I dunno I don't do that whole actor thing...Colin Firth
Best Actress of 2003: Reese Witherspoon
Best Song of 2003: ohhh best song I heard was "Autumns Monologue" FATA
Best CD of 2003: Hmmm Coheed and Cambria maybe
Worst TV Show of of 2003: Most of them really...anything on MTV
Worst Movie of 2003: haha I haven't seen enough movies to tell ya
Worst Actor of 2003: umm that one person
Worst Actress of 2003: uhh her
Worst Song of 2003: I dunno I don't listen to bad music
Worst CD of 2003: Umm that I bought was the spiderman soundtrack
Rate This Year 1-10: 7 1/2
In one word, how would you describe this year?: interesting
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Taking Back Sunday vs. Brand New: Brand New
The Mars Volta vs. Coheed & Cambria: Coheed & Cambria
The Used vs. A Static Lullaby: haha right A Static Lullaby
Thursday vs. My Chemical Romance: Thursday
The Clash vs. The Distillers: The Clash
Motion City Soundtrack vs. Something Corporate: hmm SoCo I think
Fall Out Boy vs. The Starting Line: The Starting Line
Anti-Flag vs. Sparta: Sparta
Count the Stars vs. Matchbook Romance: Never really heard either so I'll say Matchbook Romance
Saves the Day vs. Mest: Saves the Day. cute cute boys.
Rancid vs. NoFx: couldn't tell you I don't listen to either
The Early November vs. Yellowcard: eep The Early November
From Autumn to Ashes vs. Glassjaw: FATA baby...haha No contest
Alkaline Trio vs. Vendetta Red: Alkaline Trio
Blink 182 vs. CKY: Blink 182
Finch vs. Thrice: hmm not a big fan of either but I'll say Finch
Saosin vs. Atreyu: Atreyu
Get Up Kids vs. Less Than Jake: eww I"m sorry but no
Rufio vs. Slick Shoes: Rufio!!
Senses Fail vs. Story of the Year: Senses Fail
About you
Whats your middle name?: lynn
Whats your zodiac sign?: pisces
Describe your personality..: umm different
Whats your fave NBA team/player?: eep you pick one for me
Sexual Preferences
Whats the best thing about the opposite sex?: that they are sexy beasts...well some of them anyways
What person do you think is the definition of perfection?: oh shit Rory no doubt
Hairy chest or butt baby smooth?: I prefer smooth though some hair is hot
Are you a virgin, if so, how long will you wait?: no
What's better girth or length?: girth eh? girth though a tiny p isn't the coolest right
Oral or Penetration?: Pentration for me ty
silence or screaming?: screaming baby
cuddling after sex or kickin dat azz out?: cuddlin
French kiss or smack?: french kiss
Da Social Scene
How often do you go out?: not often thanks for reminding me
Do you flirt with the guys/girls there?: where is there? and yes I flirt
Whats your best pick up line?: riight
Ever gone out alone?: no
do you accept drinks from guys/girls who you dont find attractive?: umm ok I don't get drinks like that
Are you a wallflower or dirty dancer?: umm wall flower
Do you stay untill the club/party ends?: uck I don't really go to clubs dude
First one there or fashionably late?: right no time
Do you party in VIP?: your a status whore aren't you
Do you take guys/girls home afterwards?: yes cause I'm all about being the whore
Choose one
Neptunes or Timbaland?: excuse me?
Chocolate or Vanilla?: choco.
Earache or Toothache?: oh yes I want to choose out of that one thanks
White or Black?: black
Thanksgiving or Christmas?: christmas
Brother or Sister?: sister
email or snail mail?: snail though no one ever does it anymore
Erik Estrada or TrevorPenick?: I got no clue
Night or Day?: night
Constipation or Diarreah? oh wow your good
Fish or Chicken?: chicken
Ice Cream or Yogurt: ice cream
Cereal or Cereal Bars?: Mmm both
I just wanna know if you've
ever gotten high?: yes and never again
had a threesome?: not yet
stolen gas?: no
cheated on your bf or gf?: depends on your def. of cheating
farted really loud in public?: hahah maybe
cursed in front of your mother?: always
stabbed yourself in the gums with a fork, spoon toothpick..etc?: I might have
ever been to TEXAS: haha no.
do you want to?: hmm not really