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[ 2003-06-29 ] [ 5:23 p.m. ] [ David Turned into Mark ]
David showed that he was a true ass, in a Mark like fashion...I forgot I had uploaded my buddy list and just transferred it to my new name. Well last night he popped on, I should have kept my mouth shut but I really did want to be friends and thought it was possible. Instead he was a complete asshole. Pretty much told me that he stopped loving me before he told me, and this makes no sense but he said that "I would have left earlier but I knew this would happen" ?? what the hell does that mean, and he said that after I said you never loved me did you. He said I scared him off and all this bullshit that I should have expected as he was 19 and I always thought he was too much like Mark. I was upset and just really pissed off, cause I like fucked up something with somone else to be with him, because I was pathetic as to believe that he could love me. Now I'm stuck wanting to be with a good friend who possibly could have been more (yeah talking about him, Luke). Two months of my life, wasted. Of course I tried to apologize in my dancing around the bush type of way to Luke last night. but before that I talked to my aunt and wow, I'm sure she didn't mean it the way she said it but she basically said I was easy, kinda was like a knife stabbing me in the heart. I felt bad enough...but oh well, I know she loves me. On to Luke, not sure if he understood what I was saying when I said I made a mistake, I fucked up. I should have waited those 2 wks for him, I should have given him the oppurtunity to show me what it was he wanted. Now I think it's too late, and that he might be secretly delighting in the fact that I've been awakened to my stupidity. OH well, he either will want to be more or he'll want to stay the way we are. The balls in his court.



Sarah

Your name of Sarah makes you easy-going and refined, but detracts from your physical vitality. You desire all the finer things in life--lovely clothes, home, furniture, and environment. However, procrastination is your worst enemy, and you find yourself lacking the ambition to make your dreams a reality. People are inclined to take advantage of your sympathetic, tractable nature. You naturally attract people with problems who seek your understanding and advice. You can give good advice although it is unlikely that you would follow it yourself. You would be most successful in situations where you can use your skills in diplomacy in handling people, but where you are not under pressure or required to carry responsibility and make decisions. It is difficult for you to be individual and make your own decisions, for you lack self-confidence. Your desire for sweet, rich foods could cause overweight, circulatory problems, or weakness in the kidneys.


Whoaaaaa freaky



Your score: 47

Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing and always interesting; someone who is constantly the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to your head. They see you also as kind, considerate and understanding; someone who will cheer them up and help them out.



The Myers-Briggs Personal Assessment Test

Feeling

Based on your answers, the personality type you are strongest in is "Feeling".

You make judgments about life, people, occurrences, and things based on empathy, warmth and personal values. As a consequence, you are more interested in people and feelings than in impersonal logic, analysis, and things, and in conciliation and harmony more than in being on top or achieving impersonal goals. You get along well with people in general.

Strengths

considers others' feelings

understands needs and values

is interested in conciliation

demonstrates feeling

persuades

arouses

Weaknesses

is not guided by logic

is not objective

is less organized

is uncritical and overly accepting

bases justice on feelings.


Intuition Considerable strength

Introversion Considerable strength

Thinking Considerable strength

Judging Considerable strength

Extroversion Definite strength

Sensing Some strength

Perceiving Some strength



The Results of your EQ Test

Emotion % Explanation of your results

Love: 85 Healthy and well adjusted, a cut above the rest of us!

Anger: 44 Borderline unhealthy if you are an adult. Average for teens.

Fear: 100 Unbelievable! No one gets that high of a score!!

Sadness: 46 Borderline unhealthy if you are an adult. Average for teens.

Overall: 66 Healthy and average, but could be better.



All the above was taken from Personality Tests



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